Softball I'm fucking shitty at now...I dont know whats wrong with me but I needa step up my fucking game!
School is well as I said realy shitty...I have homework in EVERY class and then I have about 2 exams a week. So yeah I can't wait til I have more time to go out and stuff...
Work I hardly do because of school...I'm doin work study and yeah theres only a few games I can do because I go to school and all. Yet, hopefully at the end of October and the beginning or November I'll be back to working on thw weekends at McDonalds...i'll just be carpooling with Shannon who lives not too far from me. Plus I need more money I mean I think i'm spending more than ever haha...well I think it's because I dont have a paycheck every other week or so and I'm slacking on turning in my own payrolls...haha yeah next week I'll be turning in 3 of em lol.
Well that's pretty much it about my life...
Yeah this weekend I'll be goin home for a day to go to the Mott Homecoming game...then off to chill with my girls in L-town...
Adios!
I ALREADY HAVE TO READ 160 PAGES FOR THIS CLASS!
But then that was it for today other than I did have softball practice from 330-540ish lol. I'm so glad that during the summer that I worked out and everything yet im still sore from the throwing and hitting but yeah ill get over it. Tomorrow I have a really busy day...
workout w/ alison: 1030am-??
Western religion: 1-4
med. terminology: 5-7
prob and stat: 7-9
This semester is going to kill me...and then plus the stress my daad puts me under...YOU GOTTA GET GOOD OR BETTER GRADES!
I'm so happy that I dont live at home home during the regular school season since well summer school was hell when he was nagging all the freakin time! haha
Well other than all that stuff I'm also thinking bout my many guys lol....hahaha yeah thats right I said MANY....hey I'm just a single girl livin the dream lol hahahah yeah right j/k. In between of school, homework, studying, softball, working out, and working I have to always squeeze some time in for some guys lol and well Ill try not to ditch most...lol sorry adam! but yeah hannah is
OUT!
lazyTRUST NO ONE...and well if you do tell something to someone you just have to hope and only hope they wont tell anyone...
RUMORS...everyone talks here whether you graduated or not...everyone talks....gossip is the high light of everyones life...
LIES...again don't trust what said by anyone...and well if u want to get to the bottom of a lie or rumor....u're just gonna go in circles...
People think Ive changed...for once i was the big partier once before...and well i stopped drinking for a little then started back up again yet most people don't know that i do. When I wanna drink i keep it on the DL...it's not really a whole big party like it was before in my life.
I believe I have matured outta that stage and ready to continue on with my life....I don't have to drink lots in order to have fun...so yeah...its just weird...and I realized that...I don't really talk to many who stay in Waterford...there are only a select few I do still talk to let alone hangout with still...SASHA, COLLEEN, LENNY, JAY WAG, ANNE -N- yeah i thinks that most of the people i still chill with and are close to. And well for the rest of my friends I have grown to love my MADONNA PEEPS...guys -n- my girls! Thats for the most part why i love going back Livonia and well i'll be closer with all of them....
THE MOST THING I LOVE ABOUT LIVONIA IS THAT IT GIVES ME THE CHANCE TO ESCAPE MY PAST THAT IS LEFT IN WATERFORD!!!
I'm out
Hannah
contentThis coming week I'll be either working or just busy on my days off...
SATURDAY: work 8am-4pmish...workout... TRY to call some old friends of mine to catch up on what we have missed...
SUNDAY: work 7am-4pm then...chillin...
MONDAY: NO WORK! chill with the *NEW*
TUESDAY: work 8am-4am, work out, club??? lol....If my cousin Sam calls me then i will
WEDNESDAY: work 8am-4pm...work out???
THURSDAY: Work a soccer game @ 1230-??? chill with some Madonna peeps??
FRIDAY: work 8am-4pm..???
SATURDAY: work 8am-4pm...???
SUNDAY: work 8am-4pm
When i'm not working....and when I'm not chilling with people most can find me in my room watching some TV and then just thinking about the past, present and then future...lately there has been lots that have been goin on...
Holla at yo girl!
confusedTheres not really else I could do...Lately...I've been thinking soooo much. Ever since Wednesday night. But yes...this time I think will be final until MAYBE someday there could be a chance of our 2 roads crossing each other in the long run. TO be honest I do miss alot. One minture hes there for me but then once something is brought up bam! he's not there anymore. I will ALWAYS judge the old compared to the new and well right now I believe that the OLD is winning. That's just too bad...many of my peers mostly close family are saying I have to get over the OLD and to move on with the NEW. But is that what I really want? I'm that typical girl who doesnt know what she wants. I'M SOOOO CONFUSED...
Well as for the NEW I'm really not quite sure of it. Trust, lies, and yeah gambling...could be a problem. But right now I dont care much because it aint like we're *together*. So the NEW can do whatever what he wants to do. it on the long run with everything like that....I dont think that the NEW could ever be a selection of mine to go for in that *serious* state.
Right now i'm indiana and comnig back tomorrow ive been herer since thursday night. Its all for a family reunion. and well the next family reunion is going to be in michigan which is next summer...and IM THE PARTY PLANNER!!! yeah... !
Well I have to wake up at 5am tomorrow....which is you guys in michigan 6am....well ttyl!
confusedttyl!
contentI DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!
Should I let go? well to our friendship??
Is it really time to move on?
Do I love him?
But then why did I do what I did?
Why are there thoughts of no more?
I think that I should let it be...and well whatever happens will bound to happen. and yeah.
Do i like the old guy? yes
Do i like this new guy? yes
Who knows...i'm so fucked up in the head right now...theres so much to think about and its all too much...i'm just gonna stop thinknig the what ifs and just live my life to the fullest and with no regrets! that is what im gonna do!!!
holla at yo girl!
confusedwell my goalfor this summer is to well get lots of money and then to get toned...well i dont think ill be gettin toned much when im always sittin on my ass when i dont work or go to school. so yeah i think starting tomorrow i wanna start running such as 10-15 minute runs around the neighborhood or so. that sounds good to me and then so many sit-ups on my own and on the AB lounge. but yeah I NEED TO SHAPE UP!!!
Well this is what i got goin on this week...
Mon: workout plan! tan outdoor is its sunny...if not then goin tanning...
Tues: work 8-3...study for my mid-term
Wed: study for my mid-term...CLASS 7-10
Thurs: work 8-3...go out to L-town(livonia) to give $ to a teammate...then chill w/ Jay
Fri: work: 8-3...Im busy...
Sat: work 8-3, relax, maybe
Sun: work 8-3...then a softball banquet!!
Well im out ttyl! Im goin to take a nap!
exhaustedI have been money hungry. But yeah of course when im making some bucks....well i get into a car accident...therefore since i DONT have collision and all i have to pay for the damage for the car i hit as well as the damage to mine. yeah the accident yesterday was on cass lk just before u get to elizabeth lk....during rush so yeah it was crazy...she slammed on her brakes then i had to but then got screwed bc i didnt brak in time...so here it is...
Yeah thats all the damage to my car. hopefulyl it dont cost much to fix and all...we still dunno what we should do. and well yeah i dont have much in my bank yet, im paying for everything....their damage, my damage and then the ticket. the in august my insuranace is gonna go up. yeah! and i pay for that too....
So other than that i picked up another day for working at mcdonalds. i work now...
Mon: 1030-2
Tues:8-3
Wed:8-3
Thurs: OFF!
Fri:8-3
Sat: 8-3
Sun: 8-3
And well best buy said that their going to reschedule my interview.
But the person that is getting so annoying is MY DAD! And he knows hes a nag to me and all he had to say was ..."yeah i know" and thank GOD i dont have to live with him during my full school year! yeah it sucks and i think thats the only that sucks about living back at home home but yeah i just have to deal...
Well hannah out!
busy